I don’t know what it is or what triggered it, but last night as I was laying in bed I realized I am tired, and not just physically, but there is a lot of things that I am tired of. So, I thought I would make a list of those things, not like it is really going to change anything but I am going to do it just because I can. Or in the words of Jim Carey from the movie Liar Liar
“-You know what l'm gonna do about this ?”
“-What ?”
“Nothing ! Because if l take you to court, it'll drain eight hours out of my life, and you won't show up, and if l got the judgement, you'd just stiff me anyway ! So l'm gonna piss and moan like an impotent jerk... and then bend over and take it up the tailpipe!”
What am I tired of? Probably first on the list is laziness. I am tired of being lazy, I am tired of being around lazy people. And this ties into a lot of things, from people saying let’s go and do this and then never following through to just not doing things from cleaning your own dishes, emptying the trash, or just sitting around and doing nothing.
Next, and a rather close second, is dating. I am tired of dealing with girls and this back and forth, hot and cold crap. I am tired of people saying you should date so and so. I am tired of going on first dates. I am tired of having to worry about every word and every action I ever do and it’s potential affects on future relationships. I am tired of playing the stupid cat and mice games of hey she said that you said and that you feel and did this but she doesn’t know and wants to do this. I am tired of it.
Third on that list, I am tired of being hurt. I am tired of not being able to go and do what I want to do when I want to do it. I am tired of having to back out of physical commitments, and having to stand back and let other people do things when I am very capable of doing them myself. I am tired of waking up in the morning and feeling like I am 90. I am tired of worrying about every move and every action and I do and having to wonder, what am I going to feel like tomorrow. I want to go and do and be able to do whatever I might need physically.
Well, you can only do so much complaining in one night. So I will leave this list at three. But who knows, one day I might get bored and find myself here again, making a list of things I am tired of. Hopefully it is later rather than sooner.
“-You know what l'm gonna do about this ?”
“-What ?”
“Nothing ! Because if l take you to court, it'll drain eight hours out of my life, and you won't show up, and if l got the judgement, you'd just stiff me anyway ! So l'm gonna piss and moan like an impotent jerk... and then bend over and take it up the tailpipe!”
What am I tired of? Probably first on the list is laziness. I am tired of being lazy, I am tired of being around lazy people. And this ties into a lot of things, from people saying let’s go and do this and then never following through to just not doing things from cleaning your own dishes, emptying the trash, or just sitting around and doing nothing.
Next, and a rather close second, is dating. I am tired of dealing with girls and this back and forth, hot and cold crap. I am tired of people saying you should date so and so. I am tired of going on first dates. I am tired of having to worry about every word and every action I ever do and it’s potential affects on future relationships. I am tired of playing the stupid cat and mice games of hey she said that you said and that you feel and did this but she doesn’t know and wants to do this. I am tired of it.
Third on that list, I am tired of being hurt. I am tired of not being able to go and do what I want to do when I want to do it. I am tired of having to back out of physical commitments, and having to stand back and let other people do things when I am very capable of doing them myself. I am tired of waking up in the morning and feeling like I am 90. I am tired of worrying about every move and every action and I do and having to wonder, what am I going to feel like tomorrow. I want to go and do and be able to do whatever I might need physically.
Well, you can only do so much complaining in one night. So I will leave this list at three. But who knows, one day I might get bored and find myself here again, making a list of things I am tired of. Hopefully it is later rather than sooner.
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