Well, its been more than two years since I have actually blogged. It is a little weird to think that I can now sit here and type and say whatever I want, because this is my blog! So, here I am. I have been home for all of 8 days and I am sitting in my living room. I had to pick my brain for a few minutes to think of how I would get back in here, but low and behold some how and some way I got in here.
I am sitting here watching one of my favorite movies - The Guardian. Its the first time I have sat down and said, I will now watch this movie, because I want to. The first movie I watched was Batman, which was weird but still cool. I watched my first sporting event tonight, Miami got worked over by Atlanta, in basketball that is.
So, making the adjustment is kind of like wanting to punch some one in the face. Its weird. Everyone has plans for you and in there mind what you should do with your life. People have their formulated opinions of how you should be and what you should be like. Some of which you are, others that you aren't, and others that you never want to be.
Everyone has their two favorite questions, how was your mission? and what are you going to do now? Both of which you aren't to sure how to answer or you may not have the answers. And then you realize somethings just don't change. People still have their same excuses, or do the same thing, or act the same way. And you are left to stand back and say what the heck! What gives? Somethings just don't change.
I really didn't get on here to go off and scream, but hey, I am a little frustrated with life, and am left scratching my head at some things. But you know, you win some you lose some. If you won them all you would be perfect and you wouldn't need to be here, right?
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